I know its been a while and I find it hard trying to speak with a clear mind.. I mean we all have shit that goes on in our lives and we cant always break away, right now the one person I’m really trying to avoid is my self… in the words of Frida Kahlo “I tired to drown my sorrows, but the bastards learned to swim…” and Ive learned from Forrest Gump that there’s not enough ground in the world to run from your future or past.
i try not to assume anything about a person, i try to get to know them for all they are.. and even if our ideals or ways of living clashes i try not to resent them… were only human we make our mistakes we can fix them or give up on them…

This is what i look for in a woman, great voice, amazing talent, and curvature in all the right places aaaahh perfection. She looks beyond comparison. The beauty in Sara Ramirez
Ive just realized that i asked if i could lay with you yesterday, and truthfully i liked that you held me in your arms. I know we’ve only flirted but i like it and i want to spend more time with u. Im not saying that I love you or that I want something serious but i like laughing with u and just knowing ur around kinda makes me happy…..and I dont want to tell you cause i want some mystery to me but im not sure if i want to keep it to my self soo ill put it here for some one to tell you, if not ill tell you later…

